So after a weeks worth of OPKs ran out I decided to call my doctor and see what she thought. She had me come in that day for an ultrasound. It basically showed I had 1 post mature follicle and a few others that werent mature. So she said most likely the OPKs just didnt detect it. She basically said to dont lose hope and hopefully everything will still work out this month. If not then we will try more monitoring in her office next month. I kinda figured this would happen. I was hoping if we did very little to make my body work it just would. I guess not so much.
In other random baby news I have had 2 dreams in the last 2 nights. The first night was an adoption dream. I have never in my life had one and it was very bizarre and vivid. This couple just gave us their baby girl. They had 4 kids and couldnt handle anymore and knew our struggle and just gave her to us. No money no nothing. Ha. I know that doesnt happen in real life but let me know you it was such a great feeling in that dream to know that I finally was a mom. And I remember in the dream that I thought wow now this is why I have all the baby stuff all ready to go….
The 2nd dream was last night and I dont really remember it as well but I just know that I was in the hospital giving birth. It was also a girl in this dream.
Nils also had a dream not too long ago that I gave birth in a hospital but was in a cubical. LOL that made me laugh. Apparently he missed the birth and got off the elevator and there I was in the cube with our baby. A girl as well.
I know all of these could mean nothing but still just makes my wheels turn and I just really would love some prayers for clarity as to what in the world our next step is supposed to be!




Those OPK’s just aren’t as reliable as we’d like them to be nor as we NEED them to be. I’m keeping my fingers crossed for you that you may have caught something this cycle anyway.