April’s Adventures

Today makes 1 year since the dreaded day at 10 weeks that we found out our little one had no heartbeat. I didnt actually miscarry till June 5th/6th but this was the day we found out for sure that our little one would never make it. I have not been able to get this thought out of my head all day. He or She would have been about 5 months. They would have been smiling at us and rolling around and starting solid food soon. Instead they never made it to earth to be with us. I will always wonder what would have been no matter how hard I try to accept it and move on. I will never forget the moment I saw the ultrasound and just knew there was no heartbeat. There was our sweet little baby on the screen. Thankfully I have this ultrasound photo and will forever be greatful that my OB printed this picture off for me. I pray one day soon I will finally be a mommy to a baby here on earth.