On Friday at around 5pm my regular OB called. She was so sorry for how things had turned out and basically told me that they cannot see me to do the injectables. They dont feel they have the means to monitor me like I should. Since this has been so messed up she basically told me she would find me an apt at an RE in the cities. Originally that was the plan but it was going to take 2 months to get in so that is why we opted with Mayo. Little did we know how much time would be involved in taking off work and how much more they charge to do everything. After having gone through IUI’s last year I knew about what they cost but didnt realize how much more blood draws, etc they would expect out of me. So right now we are in limbo. A part of me feels we should keep going with this until my IUI’s run out. The other part of me wonders if this isnt the path the Lord wants us to take right now. I am taking on a new role a church. What that role is I dont fully know at this point but has got me thinking that maybe that should be my focus right now and that in being obedient to the Lord that He will ultimately bless us with a child in His timing. So right now I dont have any idea what we are going to do. I think that I need to at least get 1 cycle in with this new clinic so that I am in their system. If it doesnt work at least they have all my history and it is a lot easier to jump back in after you have a record with them as opposed to starting all over again. The reason I feel this might be a good idea is because my period still isnt here. It’s been 41 days since my last cycle and I just know that this isnt normal. My body isnt working the way a normal person’s does.
So thats the latest. Please pray for guidence for us and also just a peace about every aspect of this. I know that the Lord is taking me somewhere. Im just not sure where or what that somewhere is yet. But I did see a church sign today that really hit home: Where God guides….God provides….
