I found this poem that was really sweet and is what I would like to share with you in remembrance of our tiny baby that would have been here in 2 short months. I would have been 30 weeks today:
Never to have known you, but to have loved you. Never to have held you, the way mommies and daddies do. We bury our hopes and dreams of our unborn child, never seen. But, we will never bury our love in our hearts. Knowing that with God you are safe while we are apart. (author unknown)
Thanks for all the love and support you have shown us in the last 4 months. My heart is broken and everyday that goes by I just pray and beg for the Lord to give us another. We are at the end of another cycle and it doesnt look great. They will do 1 more IUI and then we could very well be at the end of treatment. We can afford to do anything that isnt covered by insurance and have used up everything after this cycle that they do. Pray for us. This next 2 months are going to be extremely difficult especially with my due date coming quick.
I just want to take a minute and wish Nils a happy anniversary!! I am so thankful for his love and support of me and our relationship. I am so blessed to have him in my life and know that there is no one else Id rather go through this life with than him! 
