So I started back on clomid yesterday on cycle days 5-9. I decided that this time around I was going to take it in the morning because last time I took it on day 5 but it usually was 10-11pm before I took it so I guess my mind thinks this time will be better! The old feeling like crap feelings are all back! I was super tired all day yesterday and today, eyes hurt/blurry at times, and just overall Blah feeling. So hopefully that means its working away! I didnt really have symptoms till they bumped up the dose to 100mg. Now I pretty much have every symptom in the book! 
Yipee! Lucky me! I guess Id be really mad that it wasnt working if I felt nothing. The schedule for next week as of right now is on day 12 (Tuesday, Aug 5th) I will have my usual ultrasound to see how many and the sizes of the eggs this cycle. Then she will decide if I am good to go or need to wait another day to grow more. Then I will get the HCG trigger shot and be sent home to go back in the next morning. So as of right now if everything is great at my apt then my IUI will be Aug 6th. If everything doesnt look so good we will either be told sorry about your luck try next month or come back in a day! I just really hope everything is working as it should and I am just going to believe that it is! This month would mean I would be due around May 1-2 if everything works out this cycle. I pretty much go everytime day 1 starts and see ok heres when this needs to happen and here’s when we’d be due if it did.
Please pray for us as we go through this whole road of Infertility all over again! I am learning that our timing is never our timing and we just have to trust the Lord that He has the perfect plan for us. I know I am going to be a mom and I always thought we’d have our first by the time I was 25 but that will be October this year so that bums me out but I know there are great things ahead!
