April’s Adventures

So tomorrow I will begin down a route that is all too familiar to me. I will be going on my 4th round (1st this time) of Clomid. I will be on 100mg for 5 days. Then Next Tuesday, Aug 5th I will go into to see if everything is as it should be on day 12 and get my all too familiar shot in the hip and be sent on my way. If that all goes as planned then I will go back in the next morning for the IUI. As much as I thought I could take the wait and see approach it just didnt happen. I have thought about this a lot and know that sometimes God answers prayers with the help of doctors and I really feel that medical intervention is what it is going to take for me to get pregnant. The last 2 months have been hell for me. I have not had a “normal” cycle and just began what could be a “normal” cycle so they didnt want to waste it if I was ready. I am so beyond ready! I have a nursery that is about 85% completed and sits empty! I have a closet full of baby stuff and diapers and so on! I have waited for this baby to come and have had the desire for this baby for the last 2 1/2 years that I have been off birth control! It is time! I just know and believe that it is! So here I go again. 5 days of the crazy pill that gives me a million symptoms and causes me to be “normal”. Thankfully I have reached my outta pocket max on insurance for the year so the next 5 months I will have medical treatment for “free”. Wow Ive used a lot of “” this time around!