April’s Adventures

So I just finished up my round 3 of clomid yesterday and needless to say this was the worst cycle yet! I had such horrible emotions and pretty much cried about everything. I just couldn’t seem to be happy or see the positive about anything in life. I think I am usually a pretty open, optimistic person who doesn’t really let her emotions get to her. I am just not that girl! I don’t usually get grouchy or moody during that time each month but yikes did some crazy women come out of me this time. I’m glad that my pills are over for this month and know that no matter what happens this month I will not be taking those nasty little white pills again. If everything doesn’t go right this round I’ll be going on a different medication. I go in on Monday for a follicle ultrasound. Hopefully everything looks great and I will get my trigger shot and go back in on Tuesday afternoon for the iui. Please pray that everything lines up and is perfect so I d0n’t have to go in again for another ultrasound! I did 2 last month and they are not cheap! After all of that then I will be onto the 2WW (2 week wait). So there wont be a ton to report after those apts but hopefully in a few weeks I will have some awesome news. I know that talking about this openly means that people will know early on but at this point in the game I would much rather have about a million people praying for a healthy baby from the start than just a couple and to have the support up front. Well that’s about all about me for now.
Nils is keeping busy with work and church. He will be running the sound system for a concert at church tonight for a big Christian worship song writer! He has been running sound a good bit lately but I think he enjoys it a ton! I am so proud of all that he knows how to do and have learned so much over the last few months about our relationship and Love him so much for all of his support over the last few months especially! He may not always have the words of comfort but I know he loves me and is there to take care of me!
We didn’t really do much for Easter because we were both at church most of the time but we had an awesome dinner with some friends on sat after church and then more good food at moms on Sunday! It is always great to be together with family and holidays are just another wonderful time to be together! We had Nils’s grandpa over and had a wonderful time with him and sent him home with leftovers that hopefully fed him for a few days!
Josh got a job and seems to like it so far which is such a huge answer to prayer. Grandpa was at Mayo for the last 3 days getting a heart cath and 2 stints put in. He seems to be doing well and is at home resting now! We are so thankful he has the doc that he has because that means he goes to the best place on the whole earth for medical care! Thankfully the Lord allowed them to get what they needed done and he doesn’t have to have another open heart surgery which was a possibility earlier this week. Mom is doing well and hopefully will be offered a full time day only job in her department! It would be so great for her not to have to work nights again!
Well that’s about all I can think of for now! I hope everyone had a wonderful Easter and I’ll be back on Monday or Tuesday to update on all the latest!