April’s Adventures

Well this week has just been one of those emotional rollercoasters of yay I hope Im finally pregnant to oh great another cycle down the drain! I just want off the stupid ride already! Everything starts back over today. I am so disappointed because last cycle looked so good and positive and I think I had about a million people praying for it! I know that like our sermon last weekend said I have to believe that my miracle will still come even in the storms of life they do happen! I really hate this storm! When I went in for my 2nd ultrasound the doc said that “if” I didn’t get pregnant this time that she said I should strongly consider IUI next round. It scared me and made me nervous but at this point I’m going to listen and do what they think is our next plan because I will take all the help I can get at this point. I am waiting on a call back from them to confirm everything and to call in my next round of clomid. I have a feeling they will keep me on the same dose because I did pretty well on it considering! I am guessing that all of this will end up taking place somewhere around the 1st of April give or take a few days depending on when I get the hcg shot and so on. We have about 12-36hrs after that shot to have the procedure done and it will all take place at the doc’s office in about an hour. I am really trying to stay strong in all of this but these last few days have been the hardest so far that I think I have gone through during this whole mess! Well that’s about all I can think of for now but thought I would update everyone that reads this as most of you are not here in MN. I hope everyone has a wonderful Easter and hopefully next month I will have better news to report!